Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 5:41 PM
Today start off really well !~
everyone was happy can focus for coaching ..
then only until lunch break .
its like a 100% total change lah ..
haiz ..
really dun feel like posting .. today is really a bad day !
i really hate myself now lah .
becuase of the incident at happen on afternoon .
i really cant forgive myself .
i really shd shd not left yaocai alone there .
i really feel v worried and helpless at the opp blk lor . pacing here and ther .
i want walk over but cannot ! stupid lah . i really shd have take out all my courage to walk over to yaocai side lor .
now i really very guilty sia .
if i were with her maybe she wont cry .
but when she was crying i really dunno wat i can do !~ .
im really sux in alot of things even comforting ppl . !
wat a failure am i ! .
today shawn was cute . shall not post this .
i really gtg to ask for forgiveness frm yaocai tmr . if not the stone in my heart cant be removed .
wish me good luck ba . !
life is really meaningless man ! ~ .
wat are friends for .
im not a good friend. i didnt share the sorrow with her . its not her fault wo .. :(
5 more days to N level ! ahhh .
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